I read this poem and immediately thought of Holden. He was sent here by God, and had a job to do, but Holden just worked too fast, and got it done too quickly. I miss you with all my heart everyday. Not a minute doesn't go by that I don't think of what you would be doing! I love you my little sweetheart.

To my dearest family,

some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know that I
arrived okay.
I'm writing this from Heaven. Here I dwell
with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness,
Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy just because
I'm out of sight.
remember that I am with you every
morning, noon and night.
The day I had to leave you when my life
on earth was through
God picked me up and hugged me and He
said, "I welcome you".
It's good to have you back again,
you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly, you are part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do,
to help our mortal man.
God gave me a list of things,
that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list,
was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night the
day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you... in the
middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth
and all those loving years.
Because you are only human,
they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry,
it does relief the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers,
unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you
all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life
on earth is over.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb.
But together we can do it by
taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too,
that as you give unto the world,
the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's
in sorrow and pain,
Then you can say to God at night...
"My day was not in vain"
And now I am contented...
That my life was worthwhile
knowing as I passed along the way
I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody
who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up,
as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street
and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half step behind.
And when it's time for you to go...
from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going...
YOU"RE COMING HERE TO ME.