All I can say is this is not what I had thought my life would be like before I turned 30! Not a all... but one thing is for sure, I wouldn't trade any step... any tear that i've shed for anything in this world. I am so happy that I got the best gift given to me.... Holden, and I had him for the best month! I would not give that up!!!!!!
On a side note, I have been sick all week, and hadn't really checked my mail. Well the other week (I think the 1st part of January) my friend Tiffany (Holy Pee Stick Batman) another dear angel mommy of mine decided to honor her son Julius with doing something special each month, and for January she was doing a contest for a bracelet.... well I entered not really giving it much thought that I would ever win, but just that how cool would it be, i'd win something that not only would remind me of Holden, but also her and her son each and every day that I wore it...... Well after her drawing, I won! Really I won, the person who never wins anything! So i've been in contact with Jessica (from Trev Trev Designs) creating my bracelet... and of course long story short, I got my bracelet in the mail this week! It brightened my day when I saw the package. Here's a pic for all to see:
It's just beautiful! I have worn it everyday, and look at it so many times at work, people probably think I have a wrist problem or something. But all I think about is Holden, Tiffany, and Julius (and of course all the other mommies and their angels too)
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Big Big hugs. I thought of you a lot yesterday. (not that that is any different from any other day). And I am thinking about you today too, a sad milestone in which I wish I could take away your pain. I am so amazed at how strong you are and how you are able to honor him with a smile even through your pain.
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